23 November 2009

greasy black hands

i hate waking up with you in my head

makes me feel strange

makes me feel incomplete

makes me feel violated

my day starts off in a haze of confusion

a haze of investigation

i didn’t ask you to be there

i didn’t want you to be there

there are probably answers to why you were there

i don’t like any of those answers

i just want you to not be there tomorrow

makes my showers feel too wet

makes my cereal taste too soggy

tomorrow when I wake up confused

too early

not awake

let me peel my eyes open in silence

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